It's sort of confirmed that the O's are going to be released like soon. And it's very soon, like next week! I am already feeling the fear and stress now. I rather go take the exam over and over again rather than take back results! I really want my A1.. an A2 or below to me is considered as fail! I really cannot take it anymore, this is really very important to me! I cannot afford to get even an A2.. But i really tried my best.. really! I wrote the best essays i ever wrote and studied rather hard for all the words, though i know my sentence is like one wrong already, then the 4 choose 1 one 1 wrong already.. but this is already bad enough already.. this will make a difference between an A1 and A2.. I have a heavy stone in my heart now.. Help, i really need strength now!

-May God grant me strength-